Thursday, September 3, 2009

I'm just a stop over, juz a "R&R".. now only i realise it..

I'm only a pit stop.. when they r lonely, they seek me.. i've been treated like this soo many times, not juz by a person.. but by many of them.. i thought i have make them really fall in love with me when they say they do, but im wrong coz i didnt treat them enough to make they fall in love with me surely.. thats my bad coz didnt realise that.. yeah, mayb i'm sweet at the beginning, i wish i could b that sweet 4ever..,but i also have problems n busyness trying to cope with studies , n also financial problems.. but i went through it alone.. its not my intention to neglect her.. but cant they understand my situation or try to understand it ?? n now i've lost my apetite to study.. i thought that when i study , mayb there's a brighter future for us.. now that dream breaks to millions of pieces.. u think only u that suffer from "tekanan perasaan" ? dont u know im having it worst than u felt ????? with all the depression n all sort of stress.. u think i'm happy ? im suffering inside.. yes, i may look like a person that r still can laught with my fren n still happy enjoying mylife.. but thats the outside of me.. in the inside , only ALLAH knows what i feel..

but thank you coz u still understand me n my prob. n coz u didint take that action.. THANK YOU..


but life must moves on.. so after months of mourning over the spilled milks , i'm ready 4 the new life once again..