Thursday, December 3, 2009

tlg aku !! huuurrrmmm...

knape aku asyik teringt kisah2 sedih ?? aku xnk ingt tp aku xbole nk lupekn.. aku buntu.. aku bengang..aku x tawoo dah nk wat ape.. hmm... dlu, time aku skit atie, aku doa yg bkan2, x pkai akal kowt.. then bla aku sdar, aku doakn yg terbaek utk sume, aku redha, aku maafkn.. tp sesekali bla aku teringt, aku xrasa yg aku dah maafkn.. knape ?? aku perlu petunjuk.. tlg lah aku.. =""" |

Thursday, September 3, 2009

I'm just a stop over, juz a "R&R".. now only i realise it..

I'm only a pit stop.. when they r lonely, they seek me.. i've been treated like this soo many times, not juz by a person.. but by many of them.. i thought i have make them really fall in love with me when they say they do, but im wrong coz i didnt treat them enough to make they fall in love with me surely.. thats my bad coz didnt realise that.. yeah, mayb i'm sweet at the beginning, i wish i could b that sweet 4ever..,but i also have problems n busyness trying to cope with studies , n also financial problems.. but i went through it alone.. its not my intention to neglect her.. but cant they understand my situation or try to understand it ?? n now i've lost my apetite to study.. i thought that when i study , mayb there's a brighter future for us.. now that dream breaks to millions of pieces.. u think only u that suffer from "tekanan perasaan" ? dont u know im having it worst than u felt ????? with all the depression n all sort of stress.. u think i'm happy ? im suffering inside.. yes, i may look like a person that r still can laught with my fren n still happy enjoying mylife.. but thats the outside of me.. in the inside , only ALLAH knows what i feel..

but thank you coz u still understand me n my prob. n coz u didint take that action.. THANK YOU..


but life must moves on.. so after months of mourning over the spilled milks , i'm ready 4 the new life once again..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

me feeling.. naa.. kang jgn nangis bla bca nie.. hehe..

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well it's hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear
Angels cry when stars collideI can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hoursMinutes into years
Don't ask me why
I can't tell you lies

Angels cry when stars collideI can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words can't hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry when stars collideI can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way



When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing And waves are crashing stars are falling one by one for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my,
my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
and Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven


Sayang
Kubawa jauh rinduku
Kerna akau telah tahu
Kau bukan milikku

Sayang
Sesunguhnya bukan mudah
Menjalani hidup ini
Tanpa kau di sisi
Jauh disudut hati
Aku masih bermimpi
Mimpi yang indah
Esok kau kembali

Jauh di sudut hati
Ada waktu-waktunya
Aku berdoa
Kau pulang semula

Sayang
Biar ku mengingatimu
Biar kugantung harapan
Hingga sampai waktu
Nafas terakhirku

forget what along said b4.. (..to naa..)

dlu along ckp yg it wont hurt anybody if we love someone with all our heart.. even if they no longer wants you.. all the things i've said b4 to you.. JUST FORGET IT !!! coz, its not true.. loving someone sometime if not all the times can hurt the other person.. love is pure but it can also b a poison if you push it over the limit.. along nie bdo coz x dgr ckp na dlu.. like ur case with wafer, along pown nk jd cm naa lar.. b single 4 ever.. k ?? cmmnt2.. heehee..

SORRY... 4FGIVE ME..

SORRY 4 ALL THE THINGS I WROTE HERE.. IM NOT IN THE STABLE MIND WHEN WRITING IT.. IM REAAALLYYY SORRY.. IT WONT HAPPEN ANYMORE.. I WONT WRITE ANYTHING ABOUT YOU OR ANY OF UR FAMILY MMBER OR ANYONE RELATED TO YOU.. SO TO YOU.. IM APOLOGISING AGAIN N AGAIN.. SO SORRY...